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I broke it off, they say the first time never lasts. It felt right till something changed, and i still can't grasp what that might've been. You cried in front of me, but wouldn't let me hold you close. You swore at me, then said that "it's okay". You built up a wall, but it still feels like i'm still out in the cold. My nails are bitten to the quick and my mouth is filled with blood from biting on my swelling tongue. I wish it wasn't there because the ability to speak means nothing if I can't say how I feel and I know this dead air is deafening and there is still so much that I want to say. Your wanting eyes are killing me and there is so much that I still want to put to bed. I hate this place. How can these barren side walks carry so much weight? The same thoughts are still in my head and I hope that Paris feels different from Langley.
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Demo 2012,
track released August 6, 2012
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